Wake up trying to breath again, knowing it’s a second open
And an hour late, here I am too far gone and living to die.
Just trying to attain myself in the most selfish perception.
Because without myself I have nothing to hold my eyes.
Robot, Reboot, Rebirth, Retain, Remain, The same, insane, in frame, to tame, our shame, my blame, so came, a game, where we acclaim, everyone, everything, every now, every then, every me, every you, still true, we do, you know, they grow, apart, again, like every when, when I saw, you, me, we, I have wrote these words in your honor, disgrace, have I, misplaced, the value in self absorbance, saying I, inst
My love for you went down the drain
Cause in between the fight All I knew was this pain
I used to walk miles just to be late
This was our love, our mistake our fate
I wish I never met you so I couldn't kill your heart
But now it's the loneliness we share apart
You've forbidden my thought
And disallowed the care that I sought
As the 2nd chance you gave
My word of trust you would not save
One more day without you touch
I wouldn't listen I wouldn't budge
trapped behind my ego let my image fall
remember when we went to the mall
I promised you we cannot seperate
If your misunderstanding let me translate
It's getting late, how bout
Wake up trying to breath again, knowing it’s a second open
And an hour late, here I am too far gone and living to die.
Just trying to attain myself in the most selfish perception.
Because without myself I have nothing to hold my eyes.
Robot, Reboot, Rebirth, Retain, Remain, The same, insane, in frame, to tame, our shame, my blame, so came, a game, where we acclaim, everyone, everything, every now, every then, every me, every you, still true, we do, you know, they grow, apart, again, like every when, when I saw, you, me, we, I have wrote these words in your honor, disgrace, have I, misplaced, the value in self absorbance, saying I, inst
My love for you went down the drain
Cause in between the fight All I knew was this pain
I used to walk miles just to be late
This was our love, our mistake our fate
I wish I never met you so I couldn't kill your heart
But now it's the loneliness we share apart
You've forbidden my thought
And disallowed the care that I sought
As the 2nd chance you gave
My word of trust you would not save
One more day without you touch
I wouldn't listen I wouldn't budge
trapped behind my ego let my image fall
remember when we went to the mall
I promised you we cannot seperate
If your misunderstanding let me translate
It's getting late, how bout
Monday: another sleepwalking morning
I have awoken at 6:13 am. I felt so groggy.
I cannot remember where in my home I had fallen asleep.
I went to Wendy’s at 1:45 for a chocolate frosty + the free Jr one.
I get a large chocolate, and a free Jr. vanilla. **So good!**
Life’s been getting frustrating for me lately because of my dental hygiene.
I wish I could’ve taken better care of my teeth.
So for that matter, I’m going to try and quit smoking cigarettes, let alone most tobacco products.
I will continue to smoke the green stuff. It helps with my life.
Fuck your laws.
Last night I went with a few frien
Hello, so today I feel cornered...by myself.
I'm hoping to face everything with a good attitude, but it seems pointless.
I guess that's depression right? (chuckles)
Well I feel pretty sad, sad for myself. I hate myself. My friend said I should do some soul searching, I may go to the library. I miss reading. Seems the only reading I've done is on Facebook (what a crock of $***). Might as well. I'm unemployed, single and have nothing else to do. Well, that's not true, i've got 50 hours of community service to do, a room to clean, a wallet to fill as well as stomach. It's just sucks how the dominoes game works, one falls, they all do